Tiring days...

Slacking days.

Thursday ,
Met Jonny first &guess what?
While we walking to 438(reaching) ,someone called him.
zzzZZZzzz.....
&He had to leave and wenta do his things.
So i took his bag &wenta 438 to meet Erjie.

That ass came back w/ YuShun.
Mich came after not long!
Slack chillax until another thing cropped up! >.<

Yesterday ,
Met Mich &Cheek at Mich's block.
Chatted awhile &they left.
Wenta 438 to find Jonny &Erjie. Chillax...
Jeremy &Germaine then joined us in the evening.
They went off at 9plus &Erjie went off at EIGHT PLUS NOR!
Left Jon &I. We went off @ 10plus.
too boring liao ~



nice face right? hahaha ,quarreling on the phone w/ him.
fake! >.<

OH AYAH!!
Finally i've installed Dota!!!
Congrats me kays? i can join you liao (:
But that Jon very cheesebye ,
play his own self only ,selfish fellow!
I need his help for downloading maps lo!
Idiot ,nvm i think i shall play it tmr when i wake up!
Alrightys ,turn in early dude!




been quarreling badly these days.
though it's really okay now ,i still feel so low.
perhaps too much quarrels already?
i still feel so depressed.

i seriously hope these days will let us understand the importance of each's presence.
&i also hope we can really put a stop to these fights.

Ya ,
you're the only special one i swear.

Sorry sis.

some told me this &you told me that.

Well ,let me trust you wholeheartedly then.
i choose to go with you &not heeding someone's advice instead.
so please ,don't ever disappoint me.
i will go berserk.

once again ,
i've already made my stands very clearly of ,
what i DON'T like.
so ya ,i hope you take that.


bye.

Annoying then wonderful !

25thMarch
Quarreled w/ him today! >.<
Met Michi ,then Jonny after that.
Slack ,chill &rotted @438!!!
BoonKiak joined us in the evening.
Finally we were fine in the evening.

Wenta 443 for dinner!
Slackslackslack!
Mich went off w/ Lionel &WangJian go home? i supposed.
Left Jonny Erjie YuShun &I.
I swear YuShun is damn irritating mans!
Kept making annoying sound like "the Grudge" while talking to us.
Almost for half an hour. zzz!
&Erjie nearly went home bcos of him! =.=
We managed to persuade him not to &
Then continue chillax till 11 &we went home!!

YuShun's CRAP!
He's really crazy i swear mans!
I was taking photos &suddenly he wanted to take photos w/ Jon &I.
Ya ,we entertained him nor.
Guess what?
He only wanted to show his eyes~~~ =.="
So took a couple of it &even asked Erjie to assist us.
What irks me is ,,i hafta stick ma head closer to Jon!! WTH~
If not for that YuShun ,i wouldn't allow it lo.





Finally he's satisfied w/ this shot! =.="
BUT ,i looked damn gross lo :(



was so damn depressed earlier on.
luckily was back after that!
hais ,i'm sorry for my attitudes &such.
i'll change ,&i mean it.
pleaseee ,i only need some time.
i'm glad that you still hang on there.
i hope to see our future ya.

Deary ,i'm tired ,i hope you can be faster!
&we can turn in~
Hey you idiot! I LOVE YOU!!


Goodnight guys!

Haha! is the best thing i've ever done!

Yesterday's.
Met Jonny @ Mrt station &wenta 438.
Had no appetite at all.

I then wenta Mich's house there &waited for her.
I swear she's freaking longgggg! :/
She came down &off we go to 438 again.

We all decided to ya.
So Jonny &Erjie wenta Yishun.
&The rest of us wenta eat!
Yushun's house after eating & i nearly fell asleep.
BUT GUESS WHAT??!! that stup Mich fell asleep!!

Jonny &Erjie then back.
Chillax &bb awhile then we wenta Mich's house downstairs &ya.
Yayaya! &guess what ,MICH KISSED MY LIPS! :DD
Hahaha ,our first time sia!
I'm her second girl leh...... then she went home at 4plus am.
The rest of us then chillax till morning &i go Lil India.
Chillax &Zzz at Jon's place &went home @ 9plus pm.
Finally ,i saw Anastacia! So chubby(:

Reached home @10plus =.="
Doing nothing now ,was feeling so damn bored!
Tired also ah ,slept for 3hours only nor. :/

Alrightys ,i think i shall stop here &continue tmr or what!
Goodnightys guys!



Did you guys see that CHUA-IDIOT stealing ma Nutella?
&&don't Chua looked fat in this photo? :X




after all ,everything's fine. i hope yesterday was the last time. promise me alright? &yes my dear ,i do love you.. you're really the best part of my day , and i really need your presence to brighten up my day! sleep well ,muackies(:

A tiring yet lovely day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY BROTHER!! :DD
muackies i love you(:


Met Jon 12noon @Amk mrt ytd.

&We wenta 443 for "breakfast" ,so damn freaking hungry can??
Hahahaha!
Slacked &Chillax @438 again ,after eating.
Waited for Erjie &co to come down ,while that Jon slept on the bench!
PS ME NOR~~
Lionel &co joined us awhile &left.
We waited until 6plus &finally everyone reached! :/
&It's Dinner time!!! wenta 453 market.
Again back to Chillaz.

Michibaby is finally coming out!!!
Thanks dude(:
We didn't managed to dye hair ,i think later on?
Hmms ,chit chat &suddenly the RC members asked us to join them for the Buffet.
As they can't finish it off ,needed our help!
Well ,we just help them then. :D

AteAteAte.
The food okays lo ,not very nice. :X
After not long ,Erjie &co wanna go home :/
&Left Michibaby &Jonny.
So we wenta mich's house downstairs chill awhile &we went home.



(pardon me for the flash ,this ciggie is sucha beautiful stick. =.=)




told me something ytd,which i couldn't take it earlier on.
&when i can take it ,you're alr off from me.
why ,what i've done?
i also thought i'd be the one ,why can't i be the one?
not every girl could tolerate all this ,but i did it just for you.
why is history repeating itself?
i really don't wish to go thru last week's again..
it's really a torture for me.
hais ,you just know how to make decision.
you don't understand how i felt. :/
you're so cold towards me again.
i think i cannot go on if this continues...
hais..... :'(

Rot.RotRot!!

Stayed at home ytd!
Was feeling soo damn bored at home!
Rotting for the whole day can?
My girls are going to club while that Jon still at the chalet!

ZzzzZZZZZzzz!
So boring lo ,was supposed to go Pasir Ris but ended didn't.
Because of my period.
Hahaha!! having period out is so troublesome lo ,second day some more!

Slept @ 12plus.

Arghhh!!
I feel so damn tired can?
Woke up @ 9.30am. becos that Jon's meeting me once he check out.
&It's 11 am alr ,he's still eating. Zzz~
Shouldn't have listen to him ,wake up at 11plus also can lo.
WADEVA~

Anyw ,
So early eh ,what can we do sia??
zzzZZZzzz!!
Good question (:

My Michibaby just wenta sleep lo.
Wth mans!! how we going to dye our hair??!!
PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE!!
Later 5plus pleaseeee wakey when i call you kays???
MorningsLoveee to you(:


Now ,I've nothing more to say.
Ya ,so shall stop here first.
Will update tonight or tmr!!
BYEBYE!!



Love &her are both different matter my dear.
i hope you'll get what i mean by that sentence.
it's okays if you treat it as nothing wrong.
i can take it ,but it wont be long i can tell you now.
i know you do ,so?
i don't feel the respect from you ,ya.
i don't wish to regret nor feeling disappointed.
:[

Byebye Longgie Fringe!

Say GOODBYE to ma LONG FRINGE!!

Like finally uh~
Gonna miss clipping up fringe &center parting!
Anyway ,this fringe makes me looked younger lo! ;/

Met my dearest Michibaby today.
Was supposed to meet her at Yishun!
But we boarded the train at the wrong cabin &hence we had to meet at CWP ,
though we were on the same train =.=""

Wenta Nokia to change her spoilt earpiece.
Ha ,hafta wait until next week! ;X
Wenta search for nice Lanyard @MiniToons.
YIKES! still those ugly ones.
Walked around &we wenta MOSburger for dinner!
Yeps &back to Amk by 169.

Feeling so bored mans.
That stup Jon so extra go chalet for what?!
Irritating nor ,nva see his dumb actions very weird lo.
I can die by not listening to his crap for 2days mans!
Faster come back lah Cheesebun. _|_

Wenta erjie's house downstairs to take ciggies!
Hahaha ,he was sooooo kind to offer me 3sticks! thanks i'll return you! :D
Then we chillax @440.
Awhile i wenta 450 for haircut!
&dearest mich got tempted ,she also trimmed her fringe!
Wenta 438 chillax until 10 &we went off.


Before our haircut ;

After our haircut ;





I'm gonna dye my hair soon!
If not i'll really looked like one "AhHai" lo.
gonna turn in soon ,Goodnightys Peeps!



this is hell for me mans!

everything resumed back to usual.

As usual ,met Jon @ mrt station then to 438.
Saw ShawJie on the way to 438.
Slacked w/ him awhile &we wenta meet erjie at his house downstairs.
&guess what??
Erjie's fetching his niece from child care back home!!

Waited for her to wear her shoes &i tried to pacify her.
Asked for her permission to allot me to hold her hands!!
Initially ,she didn't agree ,after that she did!!
So damn excited eh(:

Reached the lift &we had to part.
That stupid Erjie asked her to call me aunty while bidding goodbye.
&there she goes ; byebye aunty. ://
JonnyChua burst out into laughter.............
I stopped the lift &asked her to call me jiejie instead. &she did!!
Then that Erjie asked her to call me uncle.
&there she goes (looking out for Jonny) ; byebye uncle! :DD
(&Jon gave a very sad &LL face right after!) :X

AHAHAHAHA!! LIKE A FAT FOOL SIA~
Venus was sucha sensible girl mans ,hahaha CHUA it's ur retribution mans!

Jon &co wenta play bb.
The rest of us then continue slacking.
Went home @11plus.





was quite happy today.
we're back &i can set my mind at ease for the time being.
but i still feel insecured.
Lacking of confidence &motivation as well.
Trust?
i seriously don't know if the trust is still as strong but i hope i do.
hopefully today's not just for today ,it's for every single day.


nightys loves(:

Desires.

i just hope that everything would be fine.
yea ,so please resume back to normal.
Afterall ,i don't wish to lose you.
&i seriously don't know what we wanted.

so whatever you said ,up to you.


Lastly ,i'm sorry &i'll mean my words.

slackslackslacking days!

Met Cheek first in the afternoon at the mrt station.
Wenta central slack2.
Pie-Kia & Old Chang Kee!! :DD
Then Jon &Lionel came but they left after awhile.
Then back again ,and they wenta play billard.

Back to 438 after billard while Cheek went home!
Mich came at 6plus =.= Dinner-ed @ 443.
Chillaz after dinner.
11plus &we went home!!


Yesterday's &todays's photos ;










my love for you is deep &meaningless.

i get it.

你让我憔悴很多

你让我不知所措

你一举一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过

你就把我给冷落

嫉妒把我给吞没

她比我多了什么

让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多


Met Jon Cheek Mich &ErJie @ 424.
Kfc-ed then to 400plus slack.
Frank talk &stuffs w/ Cheek.
That Jon ah~~ Sprained his ankle ,like what the hell lo.
Still continue play bb despite knowing it's injured.
Walking w/ a limp now.
Zzz~
He cabbed home &i took bus back too!!

Ytd's photos mich deleted it =.= these are last week's &few days back!
Today's will be uploaded tmr!

(who has a more obvious jaw line?)

my heart is trembling now. my mind is in a whirl now.
i'm just can't stop myself from thinking.
imagine this &that ,the worst of worst it could be.
yea ,i'm at loss for words &i'm tremendouly hurt.
how funny can it be my darl..
Deary ,you just won't get to taste this feeling.
it's just so one-sided now.
&i can tell you ,i won't stop thinking that much for i can't.
i think i get it.

Nightys!!