i'm still alive...

13thApril

Causeway Point then 438.
W/ Mich ,JonnyDear ,Lionel ,Marcus ,Erjie ,Ah Neh ,Joyce ,WeiPing ,Samson &Co.





14thApril
Wenta Joyce's house w/ JonDeary.
438 after that ,Ping Pong &crapped~~
Then something awful happened that night! :/


15thApril
National Skin Centre w/ Mich.
Wenta Big S-11 for Frog leg porridge after NSC.
Then met Jonny for movie.
Taken
You guys gonna catch it for sure!
It was a nice show!
&Liam Neesoon's cool i swear! :)


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16thApril
Met Mich &Co @438.
Deary came &join us after his school dismissal.
Something terribly awful happened that night. :(

17thApril
Deary came my house in the early afternoon.
Slacked until evening &daddy drove us to Amk.
Catch up w/ Erjie Neh &ma brother =.=
Stayed overnight outside due to something ,ya.

18thApril
Deary came my house &sleep in the morning.
Woke up in the afternoon &prepared.
438 after that.

19thApril
Jonny came my house in the afternoon.
Then wenta TPY for my advance birthday dinner w/ family ,
Deary tagged along too. My sis's boyfriend came too!
Back to Amk Hub next ,catch up w/ Joyce &Raymond.
Bought some finger food at the foodfair &
there we go to the cold2 world at basement 1.
Slacked &home (:

20theApril
Wenta Joyce's house w/ Deary!
Slacked until late afternoon &met Mich.
Some misunderstanding on w/ Deary
but it was alright after awhile.

21stApril
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOXING!

Met Deary out.
Marcus &Daniel came &join us in the afternoon.
It's been long since i last saw Daniel that ass!
Ya ,they went home not long after.
Then Erjie &Neh came find us.
Slacked........
Stayed overnight at my block downstairs ,
w/ Deary ,Erjie &Syukri. :)

22ndApril
Well ,it's one pretty lady's lovely birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICALIMIN :X
I'm finally 18!!! YAYYYYY :DD

Met JonnyLoves &we wenta Plaza Singapura.
Had our lunch there.
Watched movie w/ Mich along @AmkHub after that.
The International
The movie was an average one.
No comments.
WeiPing &Samson came &find us after our movie.
While Michbaby wenta Shunbabye's place.
The four of us had pepper lunch for dinner.
And then..........
We decided to stay overnight. =.="

23rdApril
Deary came my house &sleep in the morning.
Woke up in the afternoon &slacked
until 6plus ,then 438 to meet Erjie &co.
Joyce &Cheek came too (:
Slacked &went home @ 11plus.

24thApril
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAXIN
Dearest Laopo ,we're both finally 18 leh!
Hees ,last long with Shah alrightys?
Miss &Love you plenty! :D

Woke up in the morning &wenta get prepared.
Met my Dearest Laopo at her house there ,
TOWN!!!
Shopped around ,chillax &wenta Plaza Singapura.
Deary came &join us in the evening.
But we left for a dinner w/ Deary's mother after awhile.
Sorry Laopo ,gonna make it up to you next Tues!
Back to Amk Hub Dian Xiao Er for dinner.
The food there are niceeee!!
Then went to 438 ,met Erjie &co.
They decided to stay overnight outside again. =.="
..............................
Cabbed home @4plus morning.


alot more but DearyJon don't allow some. =.=


25thApril
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARY'S MOTHER

Woke up at 12noon ,
faster went get prepared &get my ass off my house!
As Deary's uncle is waiting for me at my block downstairs.
Then wenta Amk fetch Joyce &her mother ,
Lil India to fetch Deary ,Lavender to fetch his aunty.
&There we go to the Big Splash there for lunch.
It's a seafood buffet. (:
Joyce took some pictures of the food ,
go her blog taste-ofperfection.blogspot to see it!
Their birthday mummy ;
Then back to Joyce's house after lunch.
Took a nap &woke up @5plus.
Slacked awhile &we 3 went out to meet Mich for movie.
Knowing
It was a nice show after all ,&i love it.
I really dread world ending now in fact years after. ;/
You guys shouldn't miss this show!
Slacked awhile at Mich's block &went home.


26thApril
Deary came my house.
Was early that day! 2plus reached my house i think.
Had my mum's cooking &chillax.
Then dinner-ed at my house also.
Watched some Taiwan Variety show &
Deary wenta sleep not long after. WTH!!
Prepared &such ,wake him up at 8sharp.
Then off we go to Amk to meet Joyce &co at 438.
9 plus &we went home....

27thApril
Wenta Lil India to meet Deary.
Slacked until evening &we wenta Amk to find his Mommy.
His mommy bought Joyce a new phone.
Then wenta eat after that.
Back to 438 aftermath ,
to catch up w/ Erjie YuShun &Leonard.
CRAP along~
But it was damn hilarious i swear.
We went home at 2plus am. Of course ,Deary came up :D
Slept at 4plus.


P.S ; i miss Lionel's Michelle.
P.S.S ; i'll FCUK you upside if you hurt my JonnyDear! mind you!


Bye Earthlings ,
I'm off to get prepared &meet my Three Dearests!! <3
Lastly ,
JonnyDear , 爱老虎油 ! :DD

dead.

Seriously ,
i'm really very very gekxim ah~
heart really torn into pieces.
i really very very sad ah~
sibeh sad ,really.

does all these really more important than the love we're holding?

i don't know.
i just think that we're too hot-headed.

ya ,
&i know we're not forgiving enough.

well ,
i bet you're utterly disappointed too.

how?
what should we do now?

i'm in dilemma now.


what i only know now is ,
Jon ,i really love you...


hais......

happiest days in my life..

These days are the happiest days in my life.
With my JonnyDear ,Michibaby &Besties!
I just hope time will freeze in this moment.
Hey Lovesies ,i love you guys to the max!!
:DD


8thApril
Met JonnyDear &wenta Joyce's place.
Met Mich &Erjie in the late afternoon.
And as usual ,chillax....
Then went home @11plus.

9thApril
Michibaby's Shunbabye is out!!
Yeah finally she could chillax now ...
Met her &JonnyDear damn freaking early ah~~
Then chillax all the way till night mans!

10thApril
Wenta JonnyDeary's house there to pass him things.
Raining heavily mans ,
he came to the bus stop w/ umbrella &fetch me.
Waited for him to bathe &such...
&Off we go to Amk to catch up w/ Erjie.
That stup mich met me at 9plus only. :/
&Not chatting for more than 20sentences ,
she had to leave for Lionel's place.
Arghhhhhhh!!
10plus ,
&Deary decided to go Darren's house &stay overnight.
His house quite relaxing &big!!
His cat damn cute &friendly nor(:
Slept in the morning....

11thApril
&We woke up in the afternoon.
We all headed home in the late afternoon.
I accompany Jonny home first ,then mine!!! :)
Our first meal is settled @ my place.
Headed to Amk in the evening.
&we decided to ya.
On &on till morning ,the rest went home.
Slacked alone w/ Deary at 300plus.
Again ,we talked about the past! :DD
But this time round we acted as if we were lawyers ,
defending for Jonathan &LiMin.
AHAHAHAHAHA!
My boy sibeh act one pure &innocent lo.
Buaytahan his nonsense ah~
10plus &we were too sleepy ,home.

don't bear to part w/ him again.... :(

Woke up @5plus.
Still feeling very tired mans!
Ate &such ,Rubbish-ed w/ mama &texting w/ Deary.
My boy is playing his Dota now.
ZZZ!
I hate my computer for being so laggy ,
if not i'd be playing w/ him happily now. :/

Andand ,
His school starts tomorrow. :(
Gonna see him only after 5pm each weekday.
No choice uh??

Lastly ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIUJUAN!!
Everlasting love w/ Jere (: Miss ya!!

And i hope Jonny &i could quarrel lesser.
If not our relationship will go down the drain mans!
Please ,try our solution tmr kays?
Hope it'll works mans!!
Arghhhhhhh!

Still that ,
Going steady w/ besty is really not an easy one.

Gonna turn in real soon ,
Goodnightys loves!




Was talking to mich &i got carried away by her words
&i used my two fingers to slap her arms.
OMG!!
I didn't know i slapped that hard seriously.
SORRY DEAR!! :X
Darren's kitty!! so cuteeeee :DD

see how cute my boy is when he's ZI LIAN-ING !
CUTE BOY ALWAYS!!





you must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me ,
you're like an angel.
the thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me ,
you're something special.

now ,
Look me in my eye and promise you won't do me the same...

I love my JonnyLovesie (:

The irreplacable times~

5thApril
Went to a temple near my house there ,
to meet ma JonnyDear &his family.
They were praying to their ancestors.
Arggghhhhh!!
I saw Jie2 &Mei2 again ,so happy mans! CUTE LAH!!
Deary's mommy so cute ah~
She said(as she waved &asked me faster) ;
Jessica ,yi qi guo qu bai la ,ji ran dou lai le!
When Jonny &other family members hafta go &pray again.

After praying ,
Jonny's mommy &Joyce left.
&The rest of us wenta had lunch.
438 after having lunch with them. (:
Slack our times there... Romancing of course :X
AHAHAHAHAHA!

Jonny &i were talking ,
then suddenly he became very very happy.
I asked him what's wrong ,he just said don't know.
ZZZ ,aiya i know he very happy together w/ me lah :X

MichiLoves joined us.
Raymond &Samson came in the evening.
DOU-DOU ,the lovely dog came!!
&&3 BIG BOYS STARTED TO PANIC......
THEN PETRIFIED.....
ERJIE ,SAMSON &RAYMOND!!
Wah ,they jump up to the bench imediately ah!
Then hold onto the pole &such ah~~
DAMN HILARIOUS MANS!!
The 3's faces turned white straight mans! HAHAHA!
They were finally fine after dou-dou went off.
ZZZ!

11plus &we went home(:


Yesterday ,which is 6thApril ,
I quarrelled w/ my JonnyDear.
I was really fumed!! ARGHHHHH!!!
Luckily was better when we meet up.
But kind of back to quarrel when
we mentioned about some SLUTIES .

OH WHATEVER~
Thankfully ,the quarrel ended after awhile(:

Deary &Erjie decided to ya.
So we left mich with her clique &we wenta Yishun.
We played Dota. HAHAHA!
Omg freaking long nva played it alr.
Quite Shiok actually :DD
Back to Amk after that as we decided to stay overnight.
SLACK SLACK SLACK!
&i fall asleep at 5plus morning. ZZZ!
First time i've been so sleepy!

Then we wenta have breakfast at 7plus.
You know what YenHsi did?
He wanna snatch away my jonny seriously ,
ever since 3plus a.m.
He kept on ; Jonniee ge ge (in a very sexy &AHGUA tone)
&been talking to my jonny using that tone nor! :/
Steady one lo ,YenHsi damn gay boy mans!
I hope he'll stop it soon ,that idiot! >.<

Went home @9plus morning.
Was so reluctant to part with my boy mans! :/


see how funny &cute is ma dear when he tucked in his fringe :DD



how cute he is when he's sleeping...


You're the one for me ,You're my ecstasy
You're the one I need...

A day's absence made my love grow fonder ...

BOO!!!
Spent my lovely Saturday at home!
But it wasn't nice at all ,
as my mommy been nagging me since i reached home this afternoon.
ZZZ!

Ya yesterday night ,
with my JonnyLovesie ,Erjie &Leonard YuShun YenHsi.
Stayed until morning ,&they went off at 5plus.
Left Jon &I slacking.
So we wenta hub to chillax until we're prepared to leave each other.
AHAHAHAHA!!
We confronted each other for our attitudes &such.
&We realized that we both have wrong mans!
Hannah ,i'm sorry kays?
Lets change it together mans my cute boy(:

Anyw ,Hub really damn cold ah ,so we wenta 300plus &slack.

&We started to recall how we fallen for each other.
Hahaha ,damn sweeeet mans!
Many other things too but i'm lazy to elaborate.
Shhhhhhh also kays? private lah!!

12plus &we really cannot pull thru anymore.
So we bus-ed home. :/
Slept @ 2plus &woke up @7plus.
Still feeling very tired.

Aiyas ,
Gonna miss him damn lots lo ,
despite not seeing each other for a day only.
Arghhhh!!
I hope time could travel faster mans!

Hais ,
Really damn worried for my dearest.
I can't say much as it'll seems to be fake.
All i can do is to be there for you.
I miss our double dating too :/
I just hope nothing will happen to him.
Ring me up whenever you feel like to kays?
I won't find it irritating ,i swear (:


Gonna turn in soon!
Goodnightys peeps!

WELL DONE!

Fantastic!

Keep it up!
Heard something really awful this afternoon.
&I felt so disappointed.
Rights ,let me trust you. I hope you'll really do what you said.

Cos i don't wish to get hurt by that again ,seriously.
*Sigh


Met Jonny this afternoon.
Then bus-ed to BPSS to find my sis's boyfriend.
Wenta Jonny's house &chillax awhile after that.
Then proceed to 438 ,MEET MA MICHIBABY!!!
Germaine &co came too.
Her dog is soooooo cute kays?
His name is DOU-DOU also!!!

Chit chat~~~~
Went home @11plus.


Photos time!!

The only photos taken last weekend.




Love him to the max ah~

Then 31stMarch &on...

Roy's cute doggie ,Kenji





PS ; Dearest ,i'll be there for you no matter what.
i know it hurts ,but you still have to hang on.
we can't do anything but to wait.



things aren't the same anymore ,
sad is the only word.